You think, if I try really hard I might be
The person you want me to be
If you look deep inside you might see
I've got nothin’ left.
went to, the doctor the other day
The test results are in
They say that I'm a-ok
Then why do I feel like this?
That I'm alone
That there's nothin’
left,
For me,
in this world
that can cover
the feeling
of emptiness
that keeps growing
like that cancer,
it's growing
and growing
it's growing
and growing
It's Growing
And Growing
ITS GROWING
AND GROWING
ITS GROWING
AND GROWING
ITS GROWING
ITS GROWING
ITS GROWING
_____
I guess you could say
I'm struggling with a
Distinct lack
of a desire to keep on living
which puts my mind
in a constant state of conflict
and I have no idea what to do about it
cuz my brain is saying I need to keep going
while my gut disagrees and tells me to end it all
there's no earthly way of knowing
Which direction I am going
The shades are pulled, there's no light showing
the danger here it, must be growing
that indicator light is showing
that my heartbeat, it is slowing
the fires of hell, are they glowing?
I hope the reaper's easy going.
credits
from See You Soon,
released December 18, 2018
Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, and Lyrics by Father of the year
Synths, drums, electric guitar by Superdestroyer
Produced, mixed, and mastered by Superdestroyer
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