you know what I can't, tell the difference between?
what's real or a dream, am I really me?
When I face the mirror and, open my eyes, I can't really see
My vision is blurred, and can't make sense of anything.
Even with these glasses on, I don't recognize my own face.
Feelin like i'm runnin nowhere, always stuck in the same place.
I don't wanna deal with the things goin’ on in my own brain.
Open up the cupboard, magic orange bottle to numb the pain.
Do you know what i'm sayin?
Do you know what i'm sayin?
I'll just sit and talk to myself, I'm my only friend
I'll smile at you cuz you're here, but know it's all pretend
Going home to write this letter, these words must be penned
With pills, bottles, razors, don't care, want this shit to end
Give me just a minute
I'm trying to forget
What it's like to feel
Stop being something real
I don't wanna be real
Don't know how to feel
And don't think I can deal
you know what I can't, tell the difference between?
what's real or a dream, and when I open my eyes, all the things that I see, seem to point to the fact, that i'm not really me.
So i'll stay right here, while I stare at my palms, try to keep my head clear, gotta try to stay calm. I try to ignore it, and say i'm alright, but i'm fuckin tired, got no will to fight.
I don't really know, what it is that I'm doin’, I think i'm in danger, that i'm already losin’. Not losin’ a race, but tack of the time, that i'm out of my head, that i'm losin my mind.
credits
from See You Soon,
released December 18, 2018
Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, and Lyrics by Father of the year
Synths, drums, electric guitar by Superdestroyer
Produced, mixed, and mastered by Superdestroyer
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